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whoo hoo! in exactly 12 hrs i'll be on a plane flying off to Sydney, Australia!!! so exciting!
dad's gonna bring his laptop, so maybe once in a while i may get to drop a post about my time there in Australia. ooh and it's gonna be winter! brrrr... haha! i'll be away for 10 days. baba wants me to bring back a cute aussie guy and a kangaroo for her! like no way am i gonna seduce one back with me! haha. let's see if im lucky enough to take a photo with a aussie though, then i'll bring the picture back for her! hee.
okie, im sure i'll be back with aussie stories! g' day mate!

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i miss my voice.
i miss talking.
it's so frustrating having to use hand signals to others when they can't hear my whisper.
I LOST MY VOICE! how cool is that? NOT!

i just pray that i'll fully recover before the trip to sydney. it's the long awaited family holiday!!! can't afford to stay sick during the trip! haha.

even though blogging doesn't require me talking out loud, without my voice i dun even feel like blogging anymore. guess during this period without my voice, i learn to say less things. heh.

countdown to 20 days later...

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Why are there so many songs about rainbows
and what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
and rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it.
I know they're wrong, wait and see.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

Who said that every wish would be heard
and answered when wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that and someone believed it.
Look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing
and what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

All of us under its spell. We know that it's probably magic.

Have you been half asleep and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.
Is this the sweet sound that called the young sailors.
The voice might be one and the same.
I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
It's something that I'm supposed to be.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

the lovers, the dreamers and ME.

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haha i finally got to meet up with Rekha and Nanz! those 2 crazy ppl. i will always rmb that pinkie girl (Reks) with the hysterical laughter. now ppl, i guess now u understand why my laughter is hysterical. i can't help it that all my friends laugh hysterically.
haha the 3 of us met to have dinner and dessert. whoa it was great. we recalled the days we had in st.marg's, and laughed over all the silly things we did as typical secondary school girls in an all girls school.
we remembered Reks laughing till she really rolled on the floor because of a joke about Mr. Antony. how Reks spoke so loudly abt Mdm Yow and she was right behind her hovering over her. how Reks screamed like hell when she went down the flying fox during our sec2 adventure camp. how me and Reks fell into Fiona Smith's house's swimming pool when we were in pri sch. how Denise cut a hole in her skirt while cutting a piece of paper. how we used to be the first ones to sit in the parade square before morning assembly to chit chat. how the 3 of us plus sam went thru history class, always cracking a stupid joke about Mr. Antony. how we always could talk about everything and anything. I MISS THOSE DAYS!!!
you know, i think when we were to meet up again when we're 40, we'll still talk and laugh like we're secondary school kids. when you're with a bunch of friends like them, you'll never get tired of life.

if only life was still as innocent as those days back then. however things may change, the ppl still have not changed. well, at least some ppl. heh. i would give anything to relive my days in st.marg's.

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You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.

You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.

Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

You Are a Brownie

Decadent and intense, you aren't for the weakhearted.

Those who can deal with your strong flavor find out how sweet you really are.

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When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean living."
I'm whispering "I was lost,Now I'm found and forgiven."

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak , and need His strength to carry on.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.I
'm admitting I have failed, and need God to clean my mess.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect.
My flaws are far too visible, but God believes I am worth it.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain, I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner, who received God's good grace, somehow!

i got this from natalie's blog, and i found it very meaningful.
it's true, im a Christian, but im still a sinner. it's just that the Lord Jesus has died for me, and now im able to say IM A CHRISTIAN - A CHILD OF GOD! and thus i always have this joy in me, and i would like to share it with you, my friends =)

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celebrating small melody's birthady reminds me of my own birthday celebrations when i was a small girl. i think until i was 7, each year i would blow the candles of 3 cakes. haha. one at home with immediate family, another with extended family, and one more with friends. haha i was one fortunate little girl. i guess my sis is a lucky little girl too. especially since her party was attended by big ppl, meaning ppl who are far from her age. well, apart from Val, her classmate (whom she didn't tell my mum she was inviting, thus my mum got a heart attack when Val arrived! haha!)
the girls at the party. we almost laughed and screamed the whole house down while playing some rather retarded but fun game!
the guys at the party. plua amos who's not in the picture cos he's taking care of the fire for bbq. they were either bbq-ing or watching soccer or eating. haha.
oh after all the food have been cooked, we settled down. or NOT! we turned my living room into a warzone. literally. oh my goodness. balls were flying around the house, pillows were swung in defense, ppl hiding under tables and behind sofas, screams echoing from everywhere. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN! haha.
life is full of surprises. you just have to discover them. or let them discover you.

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