hello everyone. are you wondering what happened to me? haha. i was MIA for like dunno how long. heh. but dun worry, im back now. but no promises that i'll continue to be here that often anymore.wel, i shall skip many chapters of the past and focus on the present. which means, Christmas!Christmas isn't Christmas, till it happened in your heart.Christmas is the story of the birth of our Lord Jesus Christ. and the story of the manger comes with the story of the cross. this song keeps playing itself in my head:Were you there to see
My Lord ung on the crossSuffered the crueltiesEndured the mock and scornThe crown of thorns and nailsPierced into His hands and feetAll the pain and shame were all for youFor you for youAloneWere you there to seeThe compassion in His eyesTo see His loving gazeFalling upon mankindBut remember this my friendHe had you in His mindLove so amazing so divineJesus loves youAlwaysSo the time has comeWill you follow or deny Him Stretch out your hand to HimHe'll lead you through life's pathBut ask yourself my friendIs He in your heart todayJust say a prayer and you'll have new lifeIn Him, in HimAloneI have chosen HimTo be my Lord and SaviourMy strength is found in HimHe is my everythingI tell you now my friendMy life is given by HimI give my soul my life my allTo Him, JesusMy KingWERE YOU THERE TO SEE?the time that i didn't blog were times i spent learning, experiencing, and thinking about the love of God, and how much i have overlooked it in the past. i tell you now my friend, that my thoughts, my heart and my desires have changed, and i hope my life will start changing too. perhaps i'll write a new year resolution and try to stick to it.Christmas is spent differently each year, and sometimes with different people. the celebrations get better as the years go by. but the theme never changes.this year's christmas is spent with alot of fun, love, joy, laughter and smiles. actually, as all years. but this year's christmas feels entirely different from the past year (and i'll probably say this next year too). i dunno if it's in a good way or bad. and perhaps there's something lacking in this year's celebration. somehow. i can't realli put my finger on it. but it's like im still expecting more. oh well, christmas lasts for 12 days, right? maybe something magical will happen within the next 11 days. heh, i know im dreaming. but hey, a girl's gotta dream. haha.all i want for Christmas is.... you?