what lies behind the mask, no one knows

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DYING INSIDE TO HOLD YOU
I took a shower and I went on my way
I stopped as usual, had a coffee and a pie
When I turned to leave, I couldn't believe my eyes
Standing there I didn't know what to say
Without one touch we stood there face to face

*And I was dying inside to hold you
I couldn't believe what I felt for you
Dying inside, I'm dying inside
But I couldn't bring myself to touch you

You said hello and asked my name
Ididn't know if I should go or remain
Inside I felt my life and really changed
I knew that it would never be the same
Standing there I didn't know what to say
First I looked away when I whispered your name
repeat * twice

One hello changed my life
I didn't believe in love at first sight
But you have shown me what its like
And I know my love
repeat * until fade

im hooked onto this song! thanks to ms tan. she played it before chem prac today. sheesh, now its ringing in my head. haha. then as usual, me and shirin started singing it the whole day through.
and as usual, gp lesson seem to take forever to end. especially so for today cos we growlers were looking to forward to go ea SAKAE! we din eat anything the whole day cos we wanted to "save our stomachs" for the buffet. wah, so auntie right. heh. immediately after gp, we rushed out of class, walked as fast as we could to the mrt station (we were almost dying of hunger!) and took the train to kovan: the hippiest place as stated by qian, cos its for aunties as stated by us. HAHA! we clocked in at 1520 and immediately started taking the first plate off the conveyor belt. wow, i must say we can realli eat ALOT! i ate a total of 11 plates! and our average was 10.2, there was 5 of us, so go calculate how many plates we had in total. hee. we sat there for quite a while, unable to move, feeling like we're gonna burst any moment. gross. but ya satisfactory. haha. our long awaited sushi feast. we clocked out at 1700. wow. hmm too bad eunice, couldn't join us. cos her meeting ended late. hmph, greenclub. and we walked around the hippest auntie mall, before going home. haha.
hmm was talking to my MJ first 3 months classmates from S221! wow, its been a year, and we still talk like it was onli yesterday that we separated to our various schools. we were updating each other about each other's lives, laughing at old and new jokes, and trying to dig out personal info of certain ppl. haha. man, i miss them. its good to be ab;e to talk to them still.
sigh, learning to say thanks for the trials in our lives is never easy, to take it in our stride and leave it all to God without thinking or worrying about it. nope, not easy. but well, its something we all should learn to do. and to overcome such problems, its always essential to go through it with buddies who will stick with you all the way! thanks to all my friends who have stood by me! i hope to be a blessing to you all, for im blessed to be a blessing. =D

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