20051111
When you wish upon a star Makes no difference who you are Anything your heart desires Will come to you If your heart is in your dream No request is too extreme When you wish upon a star As dreamers do Fate is kind She brings to those to love The sweet fulfillment of Their secret longing Like a bolt out of the blue Fate steps in and sees you through When you wish upon a star Your dreams come trueis it true? will dreams ever come true? is there such thing as a happy ending where the prince in shining armour sweeps the princess off the ground onto his white stallion and gives her love's true kiss, like in fairy tales? SNAP BACK TO REALITY, MEL! okay, i gotta stop dreaming. haha. influenced too much by mello. hee, no offence mello, in fact i think it's a good thing, in a way. a knight in shining armour have i none, but what i do know is that i have great pals who stand by me all the time. =D met up with nanz, mello, sam and siti again. (had pw meeting in school before that). we helped out in the scouts association to pack winter clothing for the earthquake victims in pakistan. it was fun and DUSTY! yes, dusty. and mind you, i have a very senstive nose. haha. so imagine how itchy and drippy my nose got. i had to stuff wads of tissue into my nostrils to prevent the dust from going in and the mucus from coming out. heh. nanz, mello and siti were so amused by it, they kept laughing at me, and telling me how retarded i look. HAHA. retarded yeah i know, but hey it helps! i could work without having to worry about my stupid nose. hee. mello wasn't have it well with her nose either. think the next time we go there, we'll need a box of tissue on stand-by. haha. our job there was to sort out the clothes. large, medium, small, kids or adults, coats or parkas etc. there were quite alot of ppl heling out when i reached the place. it was rather heart-warming to see everyone working together, knowing the urgent need to pack the stuff and transport them over to the people in pakistan, who are suffering from the cold winter season that soon will come. seeing the ginormous amount of clothes there was made me realise how fortunate we are. seriously. i know it sounds very cliche from the drama serials and all, but i realli did feel that way. i was like, "wow, i am so blesssed by God to be Singapore." i dun usually get the opportunity to do this kinda volunteer work, so it was realli great to help out. its makes me feel happy knowing that im helping the people this way. i dunno, but i dun feel the same kind of satisfaction when donating money to the needy. i prefer to help in deed rather than just giving money. i should consider being a social worker. haha. serious. when our nose couldn't take it anymore, we decided to have dinner at kfc. just like the good old times again. laughing at the silly things we did in the past, complaining about things in the present, and just enjoy each other's company. although we have changed some way or another and are in different schools and do not meet up very often, whenever we come together, we are the same crazy bunch that we were back in secondary school. friends like them, i would not exchange for silver or gold, any precious stone or even the world. i dunno what will life be without them?! relishing the past. what about the present? and the future? i dunno what to do with myself anymore. nothing seems to fit. IM LOST. CONFUSED. EXHAUSTED. leave me to rot away. maybe it's better this way. rot away. hah. i dun rmb being so sunk into dpression last time. WHAT HAS GOTTEN INTO ME?! someone just shoot me.
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