20051117
the best way of forgetting something is to keep yourself occupied. keep yourself busy. and well it's been working for me! yes i've partly forgotten what i want to forget, PLUS more things! nowadays i keep suffering from STM. my thoughts are easily cut off, i dun think well, and i dun seem to be able to register things efficiently. BIG SIGH! so in short, my brain is not functioning well. im going short circuit soon. ARGH! time doesn't seem to be a factor anymore. the days are passing without any warning. everyday seems to be the same, nothing special. sigh. why does things have to turn out this way? im living life like a wanderer. wandering around aimlessly. i need someone/something to push me in the right direction, to head in a way where there is a purpose and a goal. i dunno what im doing anymore, i dunno what's going on anymore. this is bad. realli bad. lalala im gonna be okay. just need time alone to think. THINK.. i dun like ppl who wallow in self-pity, so i shall not too! hmph. this blog here is just for me to place for me to vent some frustrations and share some joy. so im sorry if you are bored reading my blog all the time. haha.
-mask uncovered-
